apakah makna hidup tanpa...

hidup semestinya x akn jd bermakna tanpa elemen2 kt bwh ni
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1st. tnpa.. kepercayaan, pegangan, atau dalam bhs omputihnya faith.

x kira la brpgg pd agama apa skali pun jika betul2 dihayati brulah x trasa serabut je.

bila xda pggn langsung kita akan trasa terumbang-ambing. jiwa rsa ksong. prnh x rsa cmtu..
bla dh x ingtkn Tuhan, time tu lah mslh kecik pun dilihat mcm besr.
org bijak pandai ckp. makanan fizikal je x ckup, mknn rohani pn kne de skali. sbb tubuh badan ni bukan de fizikal je. de roh dia gak. n dua2 tu kna jaga..

hdup gak kompem akan hilang makna dia tnpa.. kasih syg.
sbb laki n prmpuan kenal2, kapel,kawen. sbb nk lnjutkan kash syg.pstu dpt la anak cucu. kasih syg dicurahkn plak pada anak2 tu. ble xde syg tu.. hdup pn rsa x complete kan sbb dh lumrh mnusia brkasih syg dn dijdikan brpasang2an. tp de org plak ble dh de psgn tu. disia2kn.. mmg.. x brsykur kot.

pstu2..
cuba klau org x prgi skolah dari zmn dulu2. if btol cmtu x trcipta la mcm2 yg de skrg. myb xde la tv.xde lmpu letrik, dll.
kira nk ckp. pe lah makna hidup yg singkt ni klau kta x belajar. Tuhan dh bgi otak.. gunakanlh. kkdg mmg la timbul gak rsa mls tu kan, normal a manusia. tp klau dh trus2 time skolah. time uni x bljr smpai bila nk maju kn.

last skli.xde mknalh hdup tnpa komitmen.
tnpa krja xdelah mtlmat apa yg nk dbuat n dicpai hari2. dgn komitmen manusia akn jd lbey baek, sbb mlalui komitmen tu, dia xlupa tnggugjwb dia pd diri sndri. o pd family (if da kawen la).

ak pn sedar, ak blum pnya kerja. blum brduit,xda pa2 lg. sbb tu skrg ak jst komited nk hbskn bljr cmrlang2 pstu cari kerja utk sara diri.

kita sndri pn tahu sbrnya apa yg buat hidup kita jd brmakna o xde makna cuma kdg2 kita lupa..
mnusia mmg sering lupa. smpai masa bla mslh tu dtg. bru kta teringt lik.  tp de mslh pn tndanya Tuhan syg. spy kita x trus alpa.leka.. adios

jom start cari keja

untuk mengorak langkah ke future yang lebey baek kita hruslah de keja. wpun msih student tp kita de exception time cuti ni.mmandangkan cuti sem ni agak pnjg.. drpd kita dok lepak je kt umh, bgn tdo tgk tv mkn gadoh lepak lagi, baek carik keja.

kerja kosong mcm krusi kt tmpt yg xda tmpt duduk

bukan apa. suma org pun tau kan. daripada keja. dapatlah pengalaman hdup + dpt duit + dpt feel mcm dh dwasa ckit + xbuang masa = dpt melaram pstu. haha

mudah skrg klik2 kt jobstreet

sebb tu la. ak x balik swk nnti.. biarlah raya baru lik bru best. bru rasa perantau n syahdu lebey. eheh. sapa2 nk ikut mlwt pulau borneo meh lah.

kdiaman free, syarat tiket beli sndree.mcm pantun dua kerat plak.

tp skrg pn dh pening camna nk wat resume betul2 so sape yg pndai passing2 la tips2 kt cni cmne nk wat resume spy hotel2 brtaraf 4,5 bintang hendaklah kiranya nk ambil ak bekerja. mne taw la kan mula2 dia ambik parttime, pastu praktikal, abes grad lak myb de chance dpt krja trus. xyhla ssh2 mcarik.

tu je la kempen jom start carik keja time cuti  kali ni. utk abg2 kakak2 yg nk grad dh smoga korang dpt kerja trus nnti. wish u guys al d best.


adios

student sblum study week.

slalunya. time yg agk tensyen utk student2 adlh last week sblum msuk study week,
sbb time ni la lecturer akn suruh kteorg habeskan presentation utk pe2 asignment.
time ni gak la mereka akn try cram hours tu utk habiskan silibus. dgn presentation2. amanat serta tips2 exam drpd lecturer brulah mula terasa feel nk dkt final tu.

tp dlm masa yg sama kteorg pn rsa sronok sbb time stadi week tu dh mcm cuti dh. time ni la nk g ronda2 ada yg balik rumah.ada gak yg tensyen sal bercuti sbb xtau dh nk g mna ronda2. (akulah slh seorg tu.huhu.)

apa2 pun.dgn berakhirnya mnggu nih akan melakarkan permulaan study week dn exam weeks. berakhirnya exam week plak akan mencatat berakhirnya semester ni. trasa cpt gle kan. so diharap smua student2 yg bakal mhdapi exam ni tbh mengulangkaji, sbb nk pulun abes2 last2 minit tu.

all d best lah smua..n gd luck. if terasa nk tdo bbyk tu meh tdo skrg sbb tme mggu exam tuh nk tdo pn xsnggup or xlalu dah.eheh.adios

Earth Hour

lets talk bout dis coming earth hour dt will b held 2mro nite starting from 830 pm till 930 pm all around d globe. earth hour actually started in 2007 at sydney and wat we should do is to off all d usage of eletrical appliances 4 just dt 60 mins. no lights.no nothing.just sheer darkness of us enjoying a land without electric invasion.

d ad.a symbolic

here at umk d campaign has been launched since a few weeks ago n i even sign dt petition done by some students who r supporting d launch of d earth hour few more hours more. d plan here is to gather at d futsal court by dt time n we will get 2 see d umk student support too.

kl during earth hour

this action actually as an gesture for the Japanese of the terrible loss that the country had just faced recently.it is also a symbolic to save this earth. but actualy we have to understand d real concept here, though we may support this thing for 1 hour, for d other time just keep in mind to not waste electricity too la yah..adieu.

even google has its earth hour too

ChicTopia.

Their tagline is..everybody is ugly. catchy yes. boring no. its unlike d usual tagline that will say everyone is pretty.

By saying that..they are actually motivating the customers by saying that there is no specific guidelines of beauty.that those models are not that perfect beauty at all.hee.

Here, they show normal people parading with their fashion stuff. Proving that real people can be models too. Now the height issues is not a problem nmore. (^.^) since us malaysians girls are gifted with this not so tall height, the site will give us to mix and match our wardrobe, and to dress up more chic + eleganto.

I visited this site upon my friend suggestion and once i entered d site im not disappointed at all. So.why dont u girls take a peek later, improvised the dressing style to more decent and tell me how u feel of d site..=)

mysterious black

sweet,demure,pretty! =)

 formal event? it.l b like.wow!

casual yet just nice

easy to wear style

enough of the sneak peek preview..do..Visit Chictopia

stu hari dulu

stu hari dlu ak terjtuhkan stu botol madu dan terpecahkan botol tu skali. mak ak x marah plak, sbliknya dia ckp..dlm slang.loghat sarawak dia la. sikpa lah (no hal).. mun kali (myb) madu ya dah sik(tidak) bagus (elok) dah. hati-hati jgn kena kaca. 

ibarat botol yg pecah tu.tp kaler die lain la.hehe

ha..tu dia..pd mulanya mmg ak pn rsa berslh la. tp if suma org sesporting itu, dan bukan seperti parents yang tipikal. myb dunia ni akn jdi tmpt yang lebih baik. sbbnya? mereka bg ruang pd anak-anak buat slh tp dlm msa yg sama memotivatekan si anak. tp of kos lah bg ruang buat silap pn berpada-pada kan. si anak lah yang kena pandai. spy x buat silap yg ley mmalukan mak bapak.

tp mmndangkn ak sndri pn blum jd parents, so xbley nk ckp byk psl parenting skill ni. tp yg pasti, mak ak dh tnjuk byk cara spy anaknya lebih yakin kt diri n xslhkn diri sndri if smthg brlaku. mcm yg beliau sllu ckp. suma benda yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

adios

living a happier life.

1. believe in something, have faith.
2. have something to look forward, either its a vacation or anytg.
3. calm down, take a deep breath.
4. surround own self with positive people, makes u feel more alive.
5. do things that make u happy, be it anytg.u kno who is able to make u happy.
6. making ownself a priority, who wil care 4 u more other than urself.
7. just carry on living.happiness will come knocking.

buruk u menangis

kenapa u menangis si dia bertanya.

kerana u nk tinggalkan i. sbb u menyesal..mjwb plak si gurl tu.

slh u jugak. i dh puas. i xnk ngn u lg. u biar i pergi.. u dh bazir byk masa i.byk duit i. dh lah.buruk u menangis.

smbil menarik tgn si boy biarlah bruk pn. hati sakit spe yang tau. slh i cuma stu benda tu. i xprnh nk tinggalkn u. u prnh pkir ke apa yg kta dh lalui. mcmmna I bsbr dgn sume silap u. prngai u dlu. U xpikir sal I lak?

owh.hati u sakit u tau. hati i hot. u xpikir. npe u buat?

i xbuat pe2. i just nk u btul2 dgn i. yg u xkn pergi. u kne yakinkan i yg u akn jadi future i. yg i bukn hanya persinggahan..u dh lupa.betapa i syg dan cinta kat u.

i tau u cinta.tp dahlah..

dan si gurl trus menangis dan menangis.

Mula2.si gurl xpt register pe je yg dh berlaku. Yelah. ley jd xbtol sbb mnde cmni kn. Pisah ke x pisah… last skali ble die dh waras lik. Die pn bpkir..if dia blh bhgia tnpa ak. wtpe ak nk hlng kn. ak pnye rsa syg biarlah ak simpan sorg2. org xnk nk wt cmne.

Beberapa hari sebelum. Smbil tgk cincin kt tgn. Si gurl ckp kt kwn dia. Wei.ko tgk berkilat gle kan batu die.
Kwn die reply; alah ak pnye pun kilat pe.
Die jwb lik: tp ko pnye bukn kawen pnye.hehe.syg ak kt dia ak sorg je tau.

Sedih x sedih…si gurl just bley berpaling pd tuhan balik. mintak petunjuk. bdoa. bhrp kasih dia smpai kt hati laki tu. Pe keras sgt ke hti tu, xpnh phm yg org mmg dh syg. yg blh hmpir mati if hilng si guy tu. Rsa cinta tu dtg daripada Allah dan s gurl just blh brhrp si guy akn kmbali dn lebih mencintai dgn penuh setia.

Kaum lelaki slalu memperlekehkan kelemahan sbb nangis je kje. Mereka dh lupa segagah-gagah hebat lelaki, yg suatu hari nnti dorang atau myb dh pernah menangis kerana satu perkara kecil, CINTA. time tu bru nk ingt betapa cinta dorang pd s gurl tu.

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Cara untuk melupakan cinta bukanlah dengan memikirkan cara melupakannya. Itu bukan lupa, tapi mengingati cinta secara melupakannya...

Fenomena bunuh diri d negara ginseng.satu topik dlm paper ari ni.

Fakta yg mengejutkan ialah seramai 35 orang cuba membunuh diri setiap hari di Korea tu.ramai yang wat cmtu adalah artis2 korea yg tensyen psl publisti.termasuk student2 dorang.

ciri org yg bakal bunuh diri:
-mula mengasingkan diri, gemar bersendirian, jarang bergaul dan sentiasa murung.

walaubagaimanapun..mereka sgt bijak untuk menyembunyikan sifat-sifat tersebut.

keinginan untuk membunuh diri mengambil masa yg lama.
pd peringkat awl: mengalami kekecewaan dan sentiasa memikirkan masalah yang terjadi.
pd peringkat akhir: sekiranya tiada perhatian, akan mula memikirkan cara2 dan tindakan sepenuhnya.

Pada pandangan agama, untuk renungan, pegangan dan iktibar

• bunuh diri menjerumuskan seseorang menjadi murtad.
• soal ajal, maut, jodoh dan rezeki hanyalah hak Allah semata-mata.
• masalah boleh diselesaikan dengan fikiran, tenang dan ikhtiar
• jika mati kerana bunuh diri, tempatnya kompem kat neraka. so jgn pndai2 sndri
• harus ingat dugaan yang diberikan bersebab dan mengikut kemampuan individu itu

pesanan Saidina Ali: Kalau anda merasakan kesempitan hari ini, tunggulah hari esok kerana kekusutan itu bukanlah sesuatu benda yang kekal.

sekian.

morning or night person

are u a morning person which we call larks(dey are at their best in d mornings), or a night person.owl (dt sleeps more than 2 a.m n r at their best in evening). however, there is another species of human which is d hummingbird that can easily adapt to d situation; be they sleep late at 3 but can still wake up at 8 to do the test perfectly).

dis is how a lark looks like.

owls like us.

pretty hummingbird

we usualy can identify we r in wat categories, larks usualy:

1. have breakfast as their biggest meals.
2. wake up as early in the weekdays on d weekends.
3. feel d most tired at nite,d most energetic at noon.

for an owl.d traits is d opposite of dos mentioned above..
us students are mostly owls.we sleep as late as we want and struggle for d morning classes including myself. im stil writing dis entry at 2 am.huhu.be it now we may not have any prob but once we start working it.l be a hell of a prob.

so how to transform ourself from becoming owls into larks. after doing some research, i found out dt dis steps does works:

1. reset d body clock; enough sleep b4 of 8 hours, try to sleep early by avoiding scary movies n stressful activities like doing d assignments.
2. once u wake up.take as much as morning light u can.open d windows.walk around so dt ur brain can register dt ur mind shud alert and wake up now.
3. wen u start to work in d morning, do easy tasks first and leave d tougher asignments 4 noon time.
4. catnap of not more than 20 min at noon.usualy ppl wil feel d urge of sleepines aftr lunch. sleep more and 4 sure u will feel more drowsier, grumpier and more tired.

try them.usualy it wil take 2 to 3 days to adjust our sleeping time to chnge them from going to bed at 3 to going to bed at 11.

my childhood passion; scream... games!

then and now.i always like.LOVE. console games.

i still remember d first game dt my big brother introduced to me.it was re2. i remember wtching him playing till finish and it is d start where he instill dos fears of zombies in me. i was quite young being 12 and he played dt game in pc. it was not until im 15 wen he bought his first ps2 unlike 2day households where getting a ps2 or ps3 is easy enough.

d memory dt is still intact in my mind is wen we, me and my little brother watched him played during d fasting month.he will play till sahur time and after dat, den we get to sleep.a really nice feeling of closeness.after dat he always chases me around playing zombie n i will just scream and ran around d house till my mom start to bising2.even now wen i get back home, he sometimes still do dat, knowing dt im afraid of zombies. somehow i misses him.and now dat he.s married and is expecting a baby i feel like i kind of losing him.time passes by real fast..

resident evil for me is the coolest game ever. ever since he played resident evil two. my siblings has been loyal enough to keep playing d next series of re.they played re3, coplay re4 and re5. But my favourite of all is re 4. the story line is not boring and short like re5. arent leon plus ada is just cool.hehe..

after dat first exposure to console games of re. i started to play along too. and like most girls i played final fantasy x and d series aftr dat wich i cannot keep track since there r too many series.at dat time people jst love final fantasy n i tink most ppl knew who is yuna or tidus is.. n have u guys heard of fatal frame 2.? or fatal frame 3? seriously.dos games r freaking scary compared to other ghost games. its a classic yet a succesful horror man made game.! my bro also scream wen a gost sudenly appeared from a box.haha.

now..we don have dt ps2 nmore since d console had broke down n we only have xbox in d house.but whenever im back home.i will try to keep track of d games. its just feel weird if i havent play any games at all for a long time. now.. my siblings favourite is guitar hero world tour, most of d times i sing, litle bro play guitar and big bro take over d drum set. wen my cousins come around d house too..we will have our own consert.hehe............and not to forget to mention.my other favourite is ddr or wat u call dance2 revolution. some ppl said dt d game suck but 4 me its fun enough to move, n not all ppl have d legs. pkir snang ke wan to dance at d dance mat..

haha..dats it..my chilhood passion..dat i keep till now. even reminscing about dos days made me feel happier..now,they produce more nicer game like dat god of war.prince of persia.damn.there is a lot of nice game out there.

guys,i just wish umk has those console game services too..so dat we can play even left for dead together..hehe.

PEACE!
adios.!thnks 4 reading fellas.

rainy seasons

rain rain go away come again another day..

when d wheather is too hot.we human grumble..wen its too rainy..we grumble too.. really ungrateful fellas we humans..huhu...

wen it started to rain.again and again.. the plain laziness came..huah(yawn)..now im also sleepy. haha.its d perfect condition for the hibernation stage..

so rain= lazy+sleepy+hibernating+motivation deteriorating.. hwargh...

quotes that make me relate

i am devastated, i am depressed and i lost all my sense of purpose.

however, upon reading i discovered few quotes that inspires me to reflect back all the thing that happened carries its own meaning in life.

those sayings are:

-there will be boys and boys, and boys will be boys. if a boy really cares for you, you dont have to prove your love by giving in to him

ME: i keep thinking of why do i always met with the wrong guys, is it punishment

-putting one's feelings in the wrong places can only give u sorrow

 ME: i have experienced much sorrow n now i cant even shed tears

-when u make God the center of life, everything else will falls back into place.thats the promise

ME: I realize that what i really misses is Him

-when all the doors are closed, somewhere God opens a window.never give up

ME: i put my faith believing that, i deserve to b happy and not demean

-where there is life, there is hope.

ME: though i felt suicidal n i want to end every breath i said to myself, i should be stronger bit and just live until i found my happiness

The reason that i started this thing is that, i need support and i want to see hope

mosquitoessssss

damn mosquitos.

after weeks of night free from these creatures, they come out hunting for blood again tonite.

myb its becoz i did not open up dt ridsect goodnite protect dt i bought prev weeks ago wit him.

so i open it la..n d mosquito all flew go i don no where d..d proof; dey stop biting me.


phew.dos thing dos work.. so buy one 4 ur rum instead of buying dt aerosol can.hehe..

buy me...

no more scratching.. :-) time to sleep fellas.nite2..

now everyone can blog..

Before this, when i come across a fellow blogger i would think to myself..wow..he/she is a blogger -.-and it made me think of how does they manage their blog continuously..

Over time..it seems that..now everyone can just blog..there is no specific rules in blogging and it is doable for everyone.

I also believes that one can voice their opinion openly in their blog. If u have anything to say..just say it!

We would'nt know that maybe among the blog readers, there might be people who understands us; where they understand our feelings which will be difficult to be expressed in the real world .

In the blogger world, here we want to believe that we don't judge and start supporting one another.