Emotional feelings depends on our state of mind

Referring to the statement above, my feedback is WTH… it is not completely true.!

Can just one sad person said back to himself/herself>  im not sad, I feel happy..just happy.. and after that he/she is supposed to feel happy instantly? NO!

U CANT JUST TRANSFORM YOUR EMOTION FROM THE SAD STATE TO THE HAPPY STATE JUST BY   THINKING.. well I admit POSITIVE THINKING is  possible BUT it is hardly achievable.

SO..
1. Is it wrong for me if I can’t help feeling lonely?

I tried occupying my time doing things, hanging out with my friends but since those years revolving around my partner, it will take me a while to proceed on and familiarized with this solo live at UMK.

Ps: Solo here means separated by distance and does not means that I m single.

2. Secondly, is it wrong if I feel I’m being left out? Whether from my partner’s life or the crowd.

Being afar made us for not knowing much regarding what’s going on in each other daily life. Distance does make the heart fonder but lets prevent the phrase “out of sight, out of mind” from happening.

As much as I love him, I just want to be a part of things he does. Now I’m hardly being mentioned by him at all, like Im invincible. sob2..

Besides that, being a senior in the uni does not sound easy at all..  Y?

First of all, the super juniors doesn’t know their seniors. We just want RECOGNITION..

> cuz im more senior than u, don’t treat me like im new here, leave me n my bf alone and don’t ever try to flirt with me coz Im not interested in any of u. (I admit Im not the world best senior after all..hoho..)

3. Is it wrong if I feel that I need my man..?

I have asked my friends, is it possible to live without our significant other.??

YES IT IS .. But in the end the heart still feels empty and he is the only one I longed for.

The Reason?

The Asnwer is easy- Different genders need each other, to support each other, to  love, to be there when needed..etc..  that’s our human nature..

-As a person, especially a woman, I admit I m sensitive. I longed for love, attention. I have jealousy in me. I may complain a lot. I am not that kind-hearted, but I am caring and not an evil person as well (those who messed with others bf/gf). I m just normal.-