2013

(Yes, I just posted this draft that I wrote in 2 years back now in 2015. haha. It'll be a waste to throw it away)

Hello 2013,

I misses my blog..so Im back. :) a lot has happened in 2012. Yet I only blogged twice in last year.

First thing first, I did my internship from March till May and graduated from my studies at UMK on September 2012, weehoo.. yahooo... all woohooo! 4 years of studying and its finally over.

Nevertheless, during the graduation ceremony I was given the honor of the university's valedictorian, to represent other students and give a speech in front of the parents, my friends, lecturers, Rosyam Nor (yes, he was there, haha) and even the Sultan of Kelantan who is our uni's Chancellor. Went up the stage for 4 times for 3 awards; of Sultanate award, Academic and Alumni Award and all my thanks goes to my parents, family and friends whom make that happened. Without their support and love I wont be able to make it up there.

From left: My bf,other half Mr Daniel Teng, Me Myself, My lovely Sis, My Respected Aunt and Beloved Dear Mom.
The pic blur took it wit phone. n my phone is only biasa2 one only. hehe

It was truly a moment where I felt I was being truly appreciated of and being viewed as a role model for the students. A moment of glory in which I believe all of us would be able to achieve. :) Yes! we all can. The awardees for the graduation ceremony also included other 5 Sarawakian students which made us appeared in the Utusan Malaysia as below. I just wanted to share my happy moments with u guys.

The title for this article is "5 anak Sarawak rangkul Anugerah Kecemerlangan UMK"

However, as time passed by, as I've tasted that sweet taste of success, I realized that the celebration doesn't last long. In fact it ends with the days I stopped being a student. The career life comes kicking in, and when I went to look for a job, employers they doesn't even look at all your achievements. Haha. Harsh but true.

My career started fast right before graduation and ended fast as well, Haha. I've worked for a few months at Pulai Desaru Beach Resort & Spa as the Exec Secretary cum Marketing Officer. The reason I quit is because I can't stand secretarial work anymore. As days passed by I dread of the idea of going to work. Sure the pay was good, even provide place to stay and lunch, etc but still. I found no joy in doing the work.

My bf lives 2 hours away n it was bit difficult for him to come by. The only thing I love it there is my friends. Ohh how I missed them. The thing with hotel industry as well is that all those sexual remarks of the male workers said thus convincing me to just quit it there.

But once I'm returned to being unemployed, I found it hard to bounce back into finding the right career that I want. Most of the job searching site they offers outdoor sales, admin and most of them need experienced people.

So.. next step is I want to teach, I want to share my knowledge with others.  Wish me luck everyone. Brb :)

How many times...

How many times...

You have betrayed my trust,

You have broken my heart,

You have treated me bad,

You does not appreciates me,

You are supposed to make me feel special apart from all the girls!

You are supposed to take care of me, guide me, love me.

In the end I can only say to myself, just be strong..

Sedar x sedar dh lme btol blog ni dibiarkan menyepi..

 Xde pun nk post mse new year ke (mase tu byk gle post new year..haha)

Skrg nk taun bru cina, sy nk wish smt taun bru kpd sspe sje yg mnymbut kt luar sne (taun bru gak la kn..hehe)

so far... dlm mse sbln..tmtlh 7 semester mengaji kt uni, dh siap mngharungi semua exam2 final, dh pass test jpj yg ley wt org kecut prut tu.. & mcm2 krisis problema yg berlaku...biar a sume tu jd pngajaran..

skrg lik kuching jp..huhu....xsbr nk lik sne.bpe ari lg.. n nnti akn bermula la tempoh praktikal tu plak before graduate..rmai org ckp mse praktikal ni mmg mencabar.. pe2 pn wish me luck..

TC suma.

.........................sunyi tol...................sob2

I bring u Mr Android!

When i got nothing else to do..

This is what happened.

Deepavali Night

Last nighto, The Tamil Division of UMK held a HAPPENING Deepavali Night event. 

 

yumy2 curry!dalca! laduuu

They decor the hall just nice. They are dedicated oo

Actually, there was a fire eating video of the magicians from kl but it can't be uploaded. huuu..
Anyway...it was a nice experience after all.

Triple Times Lucky

Yesterday night was our Faculty's graduation night. All the girls were beautiful n the guys were dashing during the event.

Me & Gf, Ms Faley sat at Table 13 and boy...we were indeed lucky.because...

Both of us win the individual lucky draw, AND even the table oso win the lucky draw, my friends voted me as d fac most excellent student. BIG thanks to them =)..

I didn't expect winning n by the times they announce the nominees for those awards i was busy eating the splendid sweet sour fish..haha.

 

here is one video when d event finished. wish we had took more video

ps.I just wish that someone who is very special to me was here..

A litle gift from Hong Kong Disneyland

It's just a keychain of Daisy but this small little act of care from my friend who just got back from Hong Kong is able to make me happy.

It takes a simple act to show you care and made someone happy

Dont Take People For Granted..

We just wish that people stay the same,

but the reality is cruel, it made people change all the time.

We want to keep the love alive,

And so do I.

It hurts and breaks my heart, 

When I don't hear from him during the day unlike before..

When I text in daytime I barely got a reply,

When I waited for one whole day from the morning till the evening, 

 just to hear from him,

When I miss the times when he actually care of whats happening in my life,

When I'm all alone and sad that I have no one to turn to,

When I cried and have the emotional breakdown, its not comfort that I received.

People, if you got someone that u really care about then show them

before its too late.

Once you loved someone don't take that person for granted.
U don't want to hurt those people that actually care and love u...

Airsoft GI - LEFT 4 DEAD FAN FILM TEASER

Have u guys ever played Left 4 Dead?? Enjoy killing those Special Infected??

This game is one of the games that I enjoyed playing co-op with my bros n enjoyed playing alone if Im going to the cyber cafe. Lets just say shooting those thing feels nice.. woo..i miss playing d xbox

Lets just hope for this upcoming fan movie they.l do it just right. nway most ppl love zombie movies.uhuk2..

bgn pagi.gosok gg...

Wallu!!

post kaz kali ni mmg merepek.. nk berceloteh sal bgn pgi. ngn hrpn yg tiap2 hari bley la kaz bgn pgi...n trus wat yoga ke.joging ke..haha.. bru hidup yg sihat.. x gitu..

bgn pgi2 korang wat pe slalu nye..??n kol bpe korg biase bgn pg.. ?? korg je de jwpn kpd soalan2 nih.

kalu dh keje tu mmg sah2 lg jdi early riser kan..sbb nk g kje..crik duit bgi anak bini mkn.klu dh de ank bini la.. klu xde lg pn..carik duit utk msa dpn =)

tp kte student ni mmg ikut nfsu a nk bgn kol bpe pn..sbb dh mmg norma dia hdup student ni bley thn la mls dia.sbb responsibility xsebyk cm dh kje kot. wahaha.  klu elok bgn time subuh tu.smyg japs, dulu pastu smbung a tdo lik.. elok2 lg klu kelas kol 10 kol 12..heaven!! xkisah a bgn kol bpe pown..haha..

k lah.sbnrnya kaz cuba nk tanam azam.. nk bgn awal2..xnk tdo lwt2 kol 2.3 pg..n bile bgn tuh...bgn la trus..xnk landing balik kt katil. g jln2 amek angin yg segar ke..nk contohi mr daniel tsyg,, mmg seorg early riser smenjak dh keje..wa respek sama lu! hehe..

ciao!

Dinner Malam Kerjaya Tourism Class-spt dinner2 yg len-

Tok sem ni final xam kteorg kne wat seminar je.. no need sit for exam.syok gak ae cmtuh..klu la sume subjek simple cmtu.. Nway..time2 dinner cmni a best snap2 pic..

No meja kteorg.best woo dduk dpn.cm vip.stage pn nmpk clear je time performance

slh stu hidangan die. ikn msm manis.cm sdap x.uhuk2.lpr gle time tu..ley amek gmbr je

mcm bese gmbr rmai2 stu clas kne ade..

antiknya cheongsam makku ni.

sexy back wit faley!

my rummate tiqa..

slh sorg kwn yg kaz syg.santi..

Conclusionnye.dinner dorng ley thn.de performance.fud pun wokey..n I quite enjoyed myself..xsbr nk tggu dinner grad nnti.. syg si bf mr daniel xde.xde partner a mse dinner tu nti..huhu..

ciao!

Hayao Miyazaki Legendary Anime Film Maker.

Korang pernah tgk Spirited Away? Howls of Moving Castle? Byk lg actually cm My Neighbor Totoro, Princess Mononoke, etc. tp syg Kaz x berkesempatan nk tgk..

Sume movie anime ni diwat oleh Hayao Miyazaki n kalau korg betul2 hayati cite die, korang akan pasan yg movie2 die mmg dpt wat org 'enchanted'. Soundtrack movie die pn sume awesome n superb je.

Lebar gile pcik H. Miyazaki ni senyum

Dats Y Kaz Respek mamat jepang yg mmg master dlm story teller n pndai bawak audience msuk dlm dunia fantasi yg dia create tuh n Not to forget wt org dpt feel d whole movie.

N x lupa gak kt salute kt Studio Ghibli yg alwys come up dgn epic visual yg lawa. Xsmestinya katun Pixar je yg best ae. hehe.

PS: So... Sape2 lg yg xprnh tgk try2 la tgk. Mmg best. Alang2 cte sal org jepun ni. Nak mention nama Kitaro gak.haha. Saje je.. Teringt zmn2 dlu ske lyn lgu Kitaro. Sdp tol music2 dia.. respek!

ni best.

TP SPIRITED AWAY YG PLG ENCHANTED!

    

Dikatakan James Cameron pnye film Avatar dpt inspiration drpd anime ni gak.